Today would have been the 27th birthday of my youngest brother Ben. I have had Ben on my mind a lot since he passed away last February. Sometimes I think about him so abruptly due to something I see or hear that it feels like a huge weight pushing down hard on my chest making it hard to breath. Once I even had to pull the car over on a commute home. It hasn't been easy.
I'll always wish for more time with my baby brother. I'll always regret the squandered time I had. But I'll also treasure many of the memories as well. Over the years I hope to compile these memories in every way possible. Some will be written memories. Others will be pictures we have taken. And others will be like the following video I managed to dig up. It was emotionally hard to make this video, and while I cleaned it up some, it is very old (26 years) and I plan to keep working on it as my video editing skills improve.
Overall it was good for me to spend the time on this and I hope you enjoy it as well.
